Some Girls' Musings, DON'T GO TO ART SCHOOL. IT'S THE BIGGEST CROCK OF SHIT.

1 month ago

DON’T GO TO ART SCHOOL. IT’S THE BIGGEST CROCK OF SHIT.

I’m typing this with one hand, as I’m laying down on my bed. I don’t feel like getting up I dont want to move or leave my room. I received a fail for my last photography project which means if I resubmit it and don’t get a pass it means I can’t go into 3rd year which fucks up my plans of studying speech pathology right after I finish this stupid, fucking “degree”. I hate how being at art school makes me hate art and photography and how the teachers have drained the life out of me and are fucking me around. To redo and resubmit this project I went down the coast for a week to take photos and today when I showed the teacher he said I was sitting on the fence, I need to talk to people, take their photo, and that I could do better and he wants more by next week. He wants me to trawl around the caravan parks and take photos of people and their tents. Whenever I think of doing this and the whole situation I just feel paralyzed, and like a deflated balloon. I have no energy, mentally or physically to do it. I dont even know what this feeling is called that i’m feeling right now. I’m being a whiny bitch but holy fuck I just hate art school and the only reason I’m staying is so I can get a degree and then study something useful. End of rant.
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